first things first...

I decided that I was going to give this a shot. So for starters, I am currently home schooled because my overly possessive grandmother believes that the high schools in our area are a bad influence and all the high school drama and hot guys that go to the school are like so not helping my case to let me go to public school again. So I guess I am stuck here at home, eating when I please, listening to music whenever and doing my work when I please. Oh the horror…ok! Ok! I’m so not complaining! Being home schooled was the best idea my grandmother ever had! Anyways, I am 15 years young, have 2 older brothers ages 17 and 18. the 18 year old lives with us here at the house and the 17 year old is in the highest level security at the jail, and was recently put on suicide watch, and is also mental, facing over 50 charges. Ya…he was not dropped on his head when he was a baby, he was thrown across the room….50 times. I also have 2 younger half sisters, ages? and?, (yes I no, I don’t even no how old my sisters are,) anyways, my dad died when I was 18 months young, he died of cancer, and my mother has been in and out of jail all my life. And when she is not in jail, she is out have a baby or with a guy. My brothers and I share the same dad, and my to younger sisters both have different dads. This was just a brief outline of my life, I did not even tell you that 1 of my sisters dads raped a 15 year old girl…and still comes every Sunday to see his little girl! Um hello!!!! I’m 15!!! Should I be scared!!! And yes my grandmother knows about this, and yes the courts no about this, and yes, they turned their heads and gave the ok for him to come and get my sister every Sunday. 0.0