no time

has anyone noticed there is not enough time in one day other then myself? 3 months ago i had plenty of time on my hands, but for the past 2 months, time has just slipped away. i work non stop, i am fixing the house, cleaning, watching out for my grandmother, taking care of all animals; cats, birds, sisters; trying to keep up with the mail, going to csap, per-pairing for not only my criminal brother to come home, but my mother too, and everything else you could imagine. i have no time to do anything at all with my social life.
I can feel myself begaining to let go, everything and everyone is becomeing a blur. voices around me sometimes would become far like in the movies right before someone passes out. in fact, i swear that 2-3 days ago at home depo, i saw kiwi next to me at the hotdog stand. She kept looking at me and smiling and then look at a little boy who i am assuming was her brother. I said nothing for i could not decide who this chick was. Even as she talked she sounded like "kiwi." And instead of talking to her, i just asked myslef what the fuc is she doing here...huh...who is that person...huh...and tottaly blocked out.
i have my head over heels in school work all while trying to manage going everywhere with my grandmother whether it is to the store or down town. my point in all this is i clearly have no time. I wake up at 6 and go to bed at 1am and yet i still have no time. due to this, i am going to have to stop blogging. And if you write me emails, it may take me awhile to respond but i will try to get to it. but for now, i have to get back to school.